i dont knw what in the world is happening!!
i was feeling really happy cos of all the things i did today and all.
then some idiots can't help it but ruin my life for me!
i have totally no mood in doing anything!
no mood to eat!
no mood to talk!
no mood to do anything!
i really hate it!
why must you destory everything?
i'm happy where i am!
i dont wanna care about you anymore!
thanks for ruining everything!!
making me blow up at choon hwee,my bro for nothing.
[well not exactly blowing up at them just venting my unhappiness on them.]
can God take all these away right now?
can i just forget about all these?
why can't i cry?
what can i do to feel better?
what can i do ?
is it so important for us to raise that unhappy event up again and make everyone feel miserable?
must we really do that?
will we feel happy after doing that?
is it that important?
i can't carry on anymore.
ciao.

PHYLLIS

p.s. please mind this emo post.thanks

"Yet to all who recieved him, to those who believed in his name,
he gave the right to become children of God - children born not of natural descent,
nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God."
John 1: 12-13